There's a great amount of people in the world. Seven billions or about it. Our diverse amazes - literally EVERYONE is different. The first one has a birthmark on his nose, the second one's eyes are colorized differently, somebody hates short hair, someone loves bright clothes and so on. We can't be absolutely identical, we may be just similar.
But still there's one thing that's not gonna agree with it. It's the best friend of every - almost every - woman and the worst foe of males. It's fashion. This word means life for a lot of people. What's fashion now, if exactly?
Firstly, it's clothes. I don't really know much about it. It must be decolleted till the gizzard, there must be a lot of spandles, bright colors etc. Well, as i guess. Hair - straight and decolorized. Or only straight. Or only decolorized. Yuk. Makeup - oh. Nowadays girls make it as is they were inveterate whores...
And almost every 'fashionable' girl considers herself the hub of the universe. Why? Coz she's so beauteous, gorgeous, divine. Fashionable, what more to say. The point is there's not enough to be FASHIONABLE. You must be BEAUTIFUL. I'm speaking not about the inner beauty but appearance. It's scary to watch little girls of 11-12 walking with awkwardly painted faces and in their mums' clothes. Why do you want to become adults, girls? Such fashion is exactly for 'em, not for you! I know a lot of ones who are really winsome, but they spoil their beauty by fashion. I don't really have anything against fashion itself, but i abhor the ones who can't use it properly!
And the majority of such girls becomes... yep, bitches. Or have already become. I'd like to cite a song of Avril Lavigne - 'She's one of those girls, nothing but trouble...'. I guess it's really for this post.
Think about it, everyone who reads it now. Don't let yourself behave this way. Don't spoil your life.
August 21, 2010
August 14, 2010
02. School years are the brightest, huh?
I'm a weird kid. Really weird. Perhaps that's the most important reason why i didn't have any friends until i was 12.
You know, people almost always rely on the first impression - especially kids. When i first came in the first class, i was really shy. My parents wanted me to find a buddy - at least, someone to talk to in these five minutes of a school break. I also had problems with diction, i'd say - big problems. Everything i said was misunderstood by everyone, even mum. Well, it's not much better now, eight years later. But still better. Then i was all alone - ohhh, it was fuckin' boring, the dullest four years ever. And all i thought about was school. I learned, and learned and learned. I guess it all was done to smooth over tedium. Who says that school years are the brightest, huh?
Then the fifth grade started and the worst time began. I hope my children's school life will be easier. I was hated by everyone around. I went off into hysterics almost every day. Why are kids so cruel? They had everything they can have. I mean finances. Maybe they didn't get enough love or something and it made them monsters. I was going to commit suicide several times, but thankfully i was more clever than it. Everything ended up mum's coming to school and making a row with the ones who humbled me.
After that my life became way easier. I finally could move from one classroom to another almost without any peril of being mocked. If happened, i could always give a black eye to anyone. I'm strong, but i was always afraid of using it.
I was trying to make friends with our school elite. I didn't have any choice, but anyway i just can't imagine that i acted just like they did - wore the same clothes, watched tv shows they love, tried to behave similarly... The only value for 'em is money: cloth of famous brands, fashionable make-up (well at least they think it's fashionable and beautiful lol), hair of some weird color just like hay... Now i look at them and see - they're just fair-weather friends. Trite, but that's it. Today they call each other bffs and tomorrow they call each other whores. Can't i see all their 'love'? Can. And wanna puke when i do. I'll never become such a bitch.
Now... now i have got a lot of pals. It's great - we always walk together, laugh and so on. But there's one Best Friend Forever for me. Lisa. Lisa, thank you for you are always here for me. Always help me. But... this is friendship, and one shouldn't thank for it :) Now school years are really the brightest for me. I've prayed for it since childhood, am i finally awarded?
Yeah. Thank God.
You know, people almost always rely on the first impression - especially kids. When i first came in the first class, i was really shy. My parents wanted me to find a buddy - at least, someone to talk to in these five minutes of a school break. I also had problems with diction, i'd say - big problems. Everything i said was misunderstood by everyone, even mum. Well, it's not much better now, eight years later. But still better. Then i was all alone - ohhh, it was fuckin' boring, the dullest four years ever. And all i thought about was school. I learned, and learned and learned. I guess it all was done to smooth over tedium. Who says that school years are the brightest, huh?
Then the fifth grade started and the worst time began. I hope my children's school life will be easier. I was hated by everyone around. I went off into hysterics almost every day. Why are kids so cruel? They had everything they can have. I mean finances. Maybe they didn't get enough love or something and it made them monsters. I was going to commit suicide several times, but thankfully i was more clever than it. Everything ended up mum's coming to school and making a row with the ones who humbled me.
After that my life became way easier. I finally could move from one classroom to another almost without any peril of being mocked. If happened, i could always give a black eye to anyone. I'm strong, but i was always afraid of using it.
I was trying to make friends with our school elite. I didn't have any choice, but anyway i just can't imagine that i acted just like they did - wore the same clothes, watched tv shows they love, tried to behave similarly... The only value for 'em is money: cloth of famous brands, fashionable make-up (well at least they think it's fashionable and beautiful lol), hair of some weird color just like hay... Now i look at them and see - they're just fair-weather friends. Trite, but that's it. Today they call each other bffs and tomorrow they call each other whores. Can't i see all their 'love'? Can. And wanna puke when i do. I'll never become such a bitch.
Now... now i have got a lot of pals. It's great - we always walk together, laugh and so on. But there's one Best Friend Forever for me. Lisa. Lisa, thank you for you are always here for me. Always help me. But... this is friendship, and one shouldn't thank for it :) Now school years are really the brightest for me. I've prayed for it since childhood, am i finally awarded?
Yeah. Thank God.
August 12, 2010
01. So here I am =)
Hello there, diary!=) Here I am now) It's not easy to listen to one teenage girl's feelings, right? I hope you'll manage it =)
About me? Talkative - can chat with friends for hours and don't notice anything around. Friendly - friends are more than just people for me. Positive - always smile and make others smile. Passionate about languages since the very childhood, when i see a book (note, comment, just a piece of text) written in language i don't know, i forget about everything and start looking for phrasebooks in this language :D I love cycling, skating and rollerskating - i'm sporty girl at all) Keen on reading, my favourite author is sir Arthur Conan Doyle and my favourite book written by him is 'The Lost World' (btw, i like reading about dinosaurs, paleontology and cryptozoology are my hobbies too!). Even write sometimes. I like beading, there's a great amount of hand-made gismos in my house. And i love... LOVE animals. Amazin' creatures of Nature. I've got four funny pets - it's two times more animals then humen in my house :D
I love music, it's with me almost everyday :)) Like making photos and making 'em better in Adobe Photoshop. Know a little bit about computers (just everyday problems like banners or smth) and try to make my knowledge wider. Computer games... hmm, different, mostly 'Tycoon' games lately :) Collect stickers with smiles xD
So what... i gotta go to bed now but want to write a little bit more =) It's exactly midnight now...
...
.....
.........
Zzzzz
*snore*
what?
wtf??
hell, yeah... i forgot...
okay, guess it would be better for me to sleep for awhile =)
Good night, sleep tight, Polly =)
P.S. It's raining outside... and lightnings ^^
About me? Talkative - can chat with friends for hours and don't notice anything around. Friendly - friends are more than just people for me. Positive - always smile and make others smile. Passionate about languages since the very childhood, when i see a book (note, comment, just a piece of text) written in language i don't know, i forget about everything and start looking for phrasebooks in this language :D I love cycling, skating and rollerskating - i'm sporty girl at all) Keen on reading, my favourite author is sir Arthur Conan Doyle and my favourite book written by him is 'The Lost World' (btw, i like reading about dinosaurs, paleontology and cryptozoology are my hobbies too!). Even write sometimes. I like beading, there's a great amount of hand-made gismos in my house. And i love... LOVE animals. Amazin' creatures of Nature. I've got four funny pets - it's two times more animals then humen in my house :D
I love music, it's with me almost everyday :)) Like making photos and making 'em better in Adobe Photoshop. Know a little bit about computers (just everyday problems like banners or smth) and try to make my knowledge wider. Computer games... hmm, different, mostly 'Tycoon' games lately :) Collect stickers with smiles xD
So what... i gotta go to bed now but want to write a little bit more =) It's exactly midnight now...
...
.....
.........
Zzzzz
*snore*
what?
wtf??
hell, yeah... i forgot...
okay, guess it would be better for me to sleep for awhile =)
Good night, sleep tight, Polly =)
P.S. It's raining outside... and lightnings ^^
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